I don't say this as a problem... I don't remember much beyond yesterday or hope for something that lies ahead. I know I went for a film last evening. Yet I couldn't remember, pat, which one. I had to jog my memory. So in addition to my opening lines, I decided to write 'I don't remember which movie I saw last evening.' Just between that moment and me actually starting to write it down, the face of the actress from last night's film started fading in. I remembered a shot of her in a jungle... a bluish frame... and I immediately remembered the film 'Commando'. Remembering has become a conscious process. Life wasn't like that a couple of years ago. I know because I read (studied) films through a lens of passion. I understood who did what before even seeing the credits. I would know the fulfillment potential of a movie by the mix of artistes and technicians working on it. But now I don't really remember enough to care about it. I would hav...